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Cycle Day 22, 7dpIUI

Cycle Day 23, 8dpIUI

Cycle Day 24, 9dpIUI

Cycle Day 25, 10dpIUI

Cycle Day 26 — 11dpIUI (Yes, that is yet another copy of American Baby Magazine. Grrr!)

So, I started having mild cramps on Friday (day 22), which is WAY early for my period. I usually don’t get period cramps until the day before my period starts. Basically, the cramps started on Friday, and they’ve continued pretty consistently since. Truthfully, the are pissing me off. Cramps, combined with a lack of my usual PMS symptoms are convincing me that I might be pregnant. At this point I 75% believe I’m not pregnant, but I 25% believe I am! That’s a really high percentage for me. Usually, I’m down in the 0-5% range for actually believing I am. This is not good. This will only mean I will be that much more devastated tomorrow when my test comes back negative. I’d rather be surprised by good news, than surprised by bad news. Stupid cramps. Why can’t you just tell me what you mean???

*HUUGGGGSSSS*

You’ll (still) be in my thoughts and prayers.

(ps- it was great seeing you again on Saturday!)
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Internet hugs.

Kind of LOVING the pic of you & the husband

Big huge blog hugs from Texas. We’re all rooting for you!
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I love you lady, and I hope that your night flies by so you can kiss this anxiety goodbye.
.-= Kyla Roma´s last blog ..Decking the Halls =-.

Love the pic of you and your hubby!

I know what you mean about only wanted to be surprised when it’s good – I have the same defense mechanism and it drives DH crazy. I’ll be thinking of you tomorrow.
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Hugs. I’m hoping for the best for tomorrow.
.-= Elizabeth´s last blog ..We’re getting out of here… =-.

That photo of you and your husband is adorable and I love it! And the last photo of you is priceless! I love the expression on your face like, “Really?!?!”

I’m hoping and praying right along with you!
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New to your blog, and I hope you get GOOD news!
Although, I must say I’m distracted by the possibility that cramps could tell you what they mean…talking cramps? Now THAT would be awkward in social settings!
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I am sending lots and lots of babydust your way!!!! I really hope this is finally it for you

Definitely some great pictures this time… Good luck!
.-= Kelly´s last blog ..Best of – day 7. =-.

Big hugs to you and your cramping uterus! I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers this week.

I love the pictures of you. If I didn’t hate pictures of me I might do something similar. I am so excited for you and your symptoms. I wish I had some. I can’t wait to hear your results tomorrow!
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Sending you huge hugs.

The body of a woman is very complicated… and just plain annoying!
.-= Ashley´s last blog ..The Bunny Lives! =-.

cramps suck, ouch. fingers crossed for you!
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Love, love, love day 23! You and the hunny are too cute!!

I think the cramps could mean many things. I know what I am praying they mean. Keep us posted and feel better!
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Thinking very good thoughts for you!
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ive got my fingers crossed for you *hugs*
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Still praying…that’s a mega cute photo on day 23 by the way.
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Day 23 is adorable.

I’m not lying when I say I think of you daily. I hope everything turns out the way you want today.
.-= Megan´s last blog ..Making Progress =-.

(((hugs))) You are in my thoughts today!

I’ve got my fingers crossed.

I’ll be checking my reader a LOT today to see if there’s any news
.-= Ashley´s last blog ..Something to be proud of? =-.

Here’s to hoping your cramps mean what you want them to.

P.S. Picture #2 is adorable!!
.-= Leahchristine´s last blog ..Payback shouldn’t be a bitch! =-.

I love you Erin.

We’re all hoping for you hun. You probably already know by now… =/ All my best darlin’.
.-= MinD´s last blog ..I’d give the shirt off my back. =-.

Oh the suspense!!! I love the pic of you and Ted Gorgeous of both of you. All my fingers and toes crossed for you.

Love ever so much,

Meghan

i just wanted to let you know that your blog brightens my day because it gives me an opportunity to support someone (you) through difficult times. we may not be in person friends, but i wanted you to know that im here for you regardless… this link is for a little blog award for you. you don’t have to “accept” it, but i wanted you to know how much ive enjoyed being a follower
.-= michelle´s last blog ..oh what’s this? =-.

Oh that second pic of you with the hubby is amazing!
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